Not Gone...but apparently,forgotten

today is a big day for me...it's the 2nd anniversary of my dress rehearsal for death...and apparently, no one remembers! Guess it's not THEIR anniversary so...not something they would remember. i have been thinking about it a lot this week. Last year, not so much because..i was still in so much pain, still dealing with and experiencing very present signs that the heart attack was still a "today" experience for me....last year, everyday was a battle to get through the day NOT fretting "should I go to the ER because of these chest pains?" so...no reflection on the event last year. In fact, my buddy Teeto even collected funds at work and they presented me with a frozen turkey(recognizing that I only eat turkey!) along with a really nice card signed by everyone at work celebrating my one year anniversary. but, that was then.

Since the Lord healed me this past January and took away the presence of pain on my left side, I wake up each day with only a memory of the constant pain I endured in my chest...thankful each day since January that I have been healed and my heart is 100% restored...a perfect heart..no damage! Thank God!

today...funny, no one even remembers...I can't forget! I woke up at 6am, got into my truck and drove... to the hospital, parked my truck where I did 2 years ago...and walked into the ER and sat down and just reflected on the events of that morning.

I remember the sheer loneliness of being alone in all of this...no one was with me, no one there to share the fear that all of this was really happening to me, only to me...a 49 year old me..it was frightening!

So...two years later--no one has said a word, and...i am not going to even mention it...not going to bring it up,but...I know! I know that it's MY anniversary..the only anniversary that I do NOT share with anyone!

And...I am grateful...that God spared me 2 years ago today..My dress rehearsal with death...
Not ready for a Last Curtain Call...I have a few more acts left in this play I call life...not at the last scene yet! Nope...I am hoping for a Revival of sorts! a long run...as I act out this script called life--
thankful that God said...not yet, go back and do more of what I called you to do! Just do it all for me!

And I recommit Lord, today...to doing it all for you...I know you didn't forget what today was... when you woke me up at the exact same time I was awakened 2 years ago..so I could retrace my steps of that day...the Day God Spared My Life!

So...I am NOT Gone...and for others in my life...they have forgotten but..I will NEVER forget!
God is on the throne...and I lift my hands,heart and voice in praise of His Miracle in Me!

come back in 3-5 years, now go live your life!

Those are the BEST words I could hear. After waiting for a week to find out my results, the doctor said, nothing to worry about, in the scale of precancerous, you are at the very lowest end, so you have nothing to worry about. If it were me, I would get out there and live my life, and so should you!

My wife was sitting next to me. I took it all in. I wanted to make sure. I had 5 questions, and he answered each one with calm and certainty, I had nothing to worry about. The 2 precancerous polyps were so small and at the lowest possible grade, he couldn't even determine if they would have ever turned into cancer.

He said he normally would say let's check in 5 years, but...he knew I wouldn't want to wait that long, he said why not see him in 3 years. I offered next year, but he said it takes 3-5 years for a polyp to form, so it was a good time to check again.
Then he said...go live your life! You have a better chance of dying of a heart attack than dying of a precancerous polyp. I told him, "Well, I've had the dress rehearsal for the heart attack, and I lived to tell about it!" He laughed and said, "Okay, so...you have nothing to worry about!"

what did you just say? repeat that please!

I was on the phone, taking a call at work, and I saw my cell phone ringing. I saw it because I had it on silent, so I saw the number come up. It was a number I wasn't familiar with, and I usually ignore those, but...something told me to take this.

I did something I never do- I put my caller on hold and grabbed my cell.

I answered the phone. It was the nurse from my doctor who did my colonoscopy a few weeks back.

The results were in: of the 3 polyps removed, 1 was benign; 2 were precancerous.

What did you just say? Repeat that please!

They were precancerous...nothing to worry about, we will just watch things a little closer, having a repeat colonoscopy in a year and then every 2 years for a while, just to make sure no more show up. If they do, we will remove them while they are small. Please bring your wife to your scheduled appointment next week so we can discuss the next steps with her. Just Live your life, enjoy your grandson, don't stop living!

And with that Nurse Deb changed my life forever!

Point2Ponder: Have you ever been so startled by news that...it took your breath away? So dumbfounded by what was just said, you didn't know how to respond? Have you ever just wanted to roll back time and... let a call go to voicemail?

I returned to my caller and did what I never do...didn't hear a word they said. i stumbled through the call, having them repeat several tmes the purpose for their call. I wasn't listening, I was in shock. I had just been hit by a Mack Truck.

I ended that call and took a break. I went outside and walked around. Repeating the words of Nurse Deb. Precancerous...that's baby cancer? NO, that's could be cancer? NO that's if we had waited too long, would be cancer!!!

And all this started with a breakfast discussion with my cousins Larry and Millyan who begged me to get a routine colonoscopy. I was 51, and I shouldn't wait...they said, You Never Know!
They were so sweet and loving in their concern as they revealed their stories of routine colonoscopies that returned unexpected results-- they were adamant! they begged me to make an appointment! they made me promise them I would not delay--I had to do it this year! by June!

WOW!! what a providential breakfast discussion--If I had waited, like so many men do..
my PRE would not be pre....and, the words Just Live your Life may not be part of the discussion!

Sometimes, you just have to listen to your cousin!

judging a book by its cover

at first glance, he was someone i would cross the street on the other side as soon as i saw coming my way. that typical thug look.  silver chains, hat sideways, pants down to a place that HAD to be uncomfortable, mouth full of gold teeth! that thug! At my pool! did NOT expect that.

But i stayed, and i listened, then i opened my eyes, and i looked, then-my eyes really opened and, i saw!

Here he was, with his two little girls, about 3 and 5, a couple of flotation devices, on a beautiful april afternoon, 75 degrees, sun overhead, wind blowing..spring in full bloom.

And he was yelling "Go tasha, you can do it, daddy believes in you, you can swim..my baby is learning to swim..i am so proud of my tasha, my baby girl is swimming! stay close to the side but...move your arms, stay in the ring, but..you are swimming! my baby is swimming!!
She was elated! She said "Look daddy, i'm swimming..you taught me! i can swim!!!"

and there it was...the look may be a whole lot different, but..the words..the same as when i taught MY daughters to swim! and, i was both proud and ashamed at the same time!

POINTS2PONDER: Why do we assume we know a person because of how they look, how they dress, how they walk? What if someone misjudged us? wouldn't we want them to get to know us first BEFORE judging a book by its cover?

I watched, and I smiled and I reminisced. My baby girls are turning 29 in May...seems like yesterday.

I got my things, got up and started to leave, then I stopped, turned and spoke to Daddy:
"You're a good dad. They will never forget who taught them to swim. i taught my girls just like you did! You are a good dad!"
He was surprised and blushed as I spoke..guess he had misjudged me too.

Then I said, "Enjoy them right now! you will blink, and they will be turning 29, and you will wonder, where'd the time go? and you will be beating those boys to stay away from your baby girls!"

He laughed and then said  "I'll beat them with a stick -- nobody will be good enough for my little girls! they'll have to come through me first!"

I laughed and thought...that's exactly what I used to say!
Just two dads teaching their girls to swim...twenty-five years apart! but..nothing's changed!
and I smiled all the way home...cause...some things haven't changed, have they?

Dare to Be Different

We all notice it...anyone who looks different, acts different, talks different...from the norm! We as a society talk a lot about embracing the differences, encougaging diversity, respecting dynamics that make us all unique, until...we are too unique, we stick out, we cause attention to be drawn to us. Then it's not embraced, encouraged or respected--it's noticed!

Point2Ponder: When is different too different? Why do we tell our children to be who they are and then worry that they won't fit in? Why do we allow the world to fit us into their mold, even if there's just no way we can fit! Why do we want our children to be accepted by the IN crowd when the IN crowd is going NOWHERE!!

This is where bullying (verbal, visual and physical) comes into play. We may not say it, show it or stress it, but we are just as guilty when we observe it and -- do nothing!

There's a saying that goes: All that is necessary for EVIL to continue is for good men to do nothing!

We say Dare2BDifrnt - but, all we really want is...to belong, be accepted, to be part of the group.

But...The Word says...
We are in this world, but we are NOT of this world!
The Word calls us pilgrims in a strange country!
The old hymn says we are "looking for a city, where we'll never die!"

We should be the people who accept those who do not fit in with the world..
because we should not fit in either...if we do, isn't there a Bigger problem?
So...next time you see someone with a unicorn on their head...let them know..they can swim with you!

Apex and Nadir; Splendid and Sad; My Life, Why am I so Lucky???

I have experienced the apex of passion from the love of a woman I am married to and adore and actually don't think I deserve. Every day I ask myself how did I get to lucky? She treats me like I am beautiful and adores me in a way I only dreampt of and never ever thought I would ever experience. I spent 17 years with someone never feeling like this, and now, 13 years later, it is still so incredibly out of this world wonderful! I miss her when I am not with her, and I can't get enough of her when I am with her! I now have that love that we see in the movies or read about in novels or see on the street as we pass that couple who are kissing in the rain, oblivious to gawkers or the elements-- just caught up in the moment!

I also have experienced the nadir of pain of loss, missing the 3 most important things I have ever loved- my children. They are adults now, and they make their own choices as to their relationships and their alliances and their preferences, and...they never pick me! it's always and forever, either by commission or ommission, they choose, by voice or by silence, their mom! The forever victim, which means I will always be depicted as forever the wolf! The pain I still feel everytime they choose her over me, by their time and effort and attention and consideration...always pick their mom...they can explain it away...their mom hasn't found love to replace her love for me; their mom needs them to feel love; I have love, so I don't need them as much as their mom; and their mom always has some crisis that drags them into her life, into her drama, into her drain of a life...she needs them; they think-- I do not! they are so wrong!

Point2Ponder: Is their a price life makes you pay for sheer joy, true love and pure passion? If you have one, must you forego something else you hold dear? Must you balance splendid with sad?

I usually have a tie up to the point, but..this time, I am stumped. I can tell you that the splendid is rapturous but the sad is resonating...through my soul, my heart, my body...it just aches!

So...just not sure if I have to lose to retain what I have won...guess for me, I cannot have it all. Why?

Count your blessings..seriously, count your blessings!

I woke up this morning counting my blessings! Actually amazed by how many of them I have. I have recently had people come back in my life that I thought were gone forever. A friend from my IBM days, a friend from my high school days, a friend from my YGS Choir days and...a friend I thought I had lost forever due to a disagreement. all of them have come back into my life in the last 3 months.

Point2Ponder: Why can't we spend more time thankful for what we have than bemoaning what we don't? Aren't there more things in our life that make our life meaningful? And, aren't the BEST things in life...not THINGS at all!

I know that there are so many things in our world that need help: our economy, Japan, unemployment, race relations...all things we wish were better. But, I ask you? what is good in your life? Are you loved, are you able to love someone? Do you have true friends? Are your kids healthy? Do you know the meaning of joy? Is there peace in your heart in the midst of the storm? Do you wake up excited to have another gift to enjoy?

Right now, take the time to just say outloud 10 things you are thankful for! Come on! Say it out loud!
See...I knew you could count your blessings, name them one by one, count your blessings, see what God has done!!

The Best News--All 3 in Reasonable Range!

I had my nuclear stress test today. It's the big picture to tell how my heart is really recovering from the heart attack almost 2 years ago. I had to have chemicals placed in my IV and for four minutes...WOW! my head felt like it was 3 times its size, like I was a hydrosyphallic; my throat closed up tight; I became lightheaded; I got a little numb; I was suddenly fatiqued and hot! The longest 4 minutes of my life! But, it was worth it! Once it was over...within a minute, I was back to my old self...what a ride! almost as good as the rollercoasters I can't ride anymore!

Point2Ponder: Why do we dread the work to get to the result we want so much? It may be a 4 minute chemically induced rollercoaster ride...just to hear...good news!

I came back an hour later, and spent 12 minutes 50 seconds in an MRI while they took pics of my heart!

Then...I waited...

You know..I have always established a rapport with my nurses and techs...they are the backbone of the medical industry and will give you info if they like you...Paula, the tech, liked me..

She checked the 3 sections of the test and said, "The Doctor will give you the official word, but in the 3 areas that we check for, you are in reasonable range in all three!! It all looks good!"

That 4 minute chemical rollercoaster...worth the trip...the pay off was just exceptional!!

Thanks be to God...the healer of my heart!

Wow! What a difference a day makes!

The last 24 hours have been unexpected, painful and predictable! Unexpected because I never saw it coming--the text message that said don't bothing coming! Painful because it brought back such bad vivid memories of times past when we would be banished from our grandchildren; and predictable because my achilles heal is ...my grandchildren.

Point2Ponder: Why do people always go for the jugular even when they know..it will kill,not injure!

If anyone is listening, please consider the pain your actions can cause by toying with someone's emotions and causing pain unnecessarily! They may be broadsided by your actions and may not have time to compose themselves BEFORE they react and that chain of events may be damaging and harmful for all involved!

Situational Ethics is Killing the Moral backbone of America

It used to be...right is right if no one is doing it and wrong is wrong is everyone is doing it. Used to be black and white, right and wrong, and you knew it and those doing wrong knew it too! Not anymore.
Nowadays, it all depends how you know them, how uncomfortable their situation makes you feel and how much you want them to still like you..before you decide if right is now wrong or wrong is okay.

Point2Ponder: Why do we think we can mold our ethics to fit the situation instead of asking if the situation fits the ethic? Integrity is not a coat you put on when you want to be ethical...you either always have integrity or you never do.

We used to stand up for what is right and not accept what is wrong..because our moral fiber required it of us...we had to say something...do something...stand up in the midst of the crowd and yell--It's WRONG! no matter who was doing it...it was still wrong!!

Don't change your ethics and modify your integrity to fit the situation.

Situational ethics is a situation WITHOUT Ethics!!

Wrong is Still wrong if everyone is doing it and Right is right IF no one is doing it!

Why does it always come down to..givers and takers?

this may sound a little angry, and i am not, but...i am fed up!
The world seems to be broken down into only 2 categories: givers and takers! And the givers keep giving and the takers keep taking..never looking back to wonder? what if just once...I gave?

Point2Ponder: Just because it's there to take, do you always have to? Just once, what if the takers would surprise the givers by...giving to them?

Take a moment: review your relationships; analyze what role you play? don't be surprised to find out, you may be a taker in some and a giver in others. Then ask yourself what defined your role in each relationship? the other person mandated it? you acquiesced to it? It was there for the taking, so you took it? or...you have always given to this person and just accept...that's the way it's going to be!

Sometimes, the givers just want to see... the takers will stop and surprise the givers by...giving! of their time, of their effort, of their talent, of their life! Just once, blow us away...surprise us with your gift!

Organize A Card Sending Campaign to Surprise them with Appreciation

i just organized a card sending campaign so my wife would have a great 50th birthday! I had our family and friends send her cards of appreciation to her job-- so she would be surprised by receiving them.

I just wanted her to see...so many people really appreciate her background support of everyone we know- as a mom, stepmom, Nana, Aunt, sister-in-law, friend and wife! She never needs to hear thank you...she wants to know that she was able to help!

POINT2PONDER: Why do we overlook those who tirelessly support and encourage us in our life, never stopping to say Thank You and I appreciate your presence in my life!

How about sending a card to someone who supports and encourages you--just to say thank you! Start your own card sending campaign, organize it with mutual friends for that person who always supports your circle of friends. We know...there's always that person, The One, who always remembers to call, to check in, to encourage you, to support you, to let you know..you matter, you are not alone and...
you can do it--they believe in you!!

I thought it was SPF50--- It was Cocoa Butter!

I took my grandson Jett to the beach recently, and I made sure to lather him up with SPF...or so I thought! We had a great time, playing with other kids(3 sisters Jett met), playing with a sandcastle, playing in the water, even playing in a cabana, lying on the chaise lounges. He was loving every minute of it...and so was I! Nano and his sidekick, just taking in the sights at the beach!
We only stayed 2 hours, and I noted Jett looked pink when we left, but he had SPF, so...all was okay.
But...it wasn't...I had inadvertently used Cocoa Butter instead of SPF50, on my 21 month old grandson! Within 4 hours, that pink turned to tomato, and our baby boy was sunburnt! all my fault.

POINT2PONDER: Why is that our best intentions still cause those we love to be hurt? We never intended them harm, but...there they are, red as a tomato, and it's all your fault!

So...I saw Jett on skype that night. His first words, as he touched his ears, were..."Nano, Hurt!"
Poor baby...we sometimes unintentionally hurt the ones we love the most. When we do, own up to it, ask for forgiveness, accept that it may take some time to hea, physically and emotionally and learn  the lesson that is looking at you! Never Ever Assume A Single Thing...you have to read the label!!

that unexpected visit-- the best times in life!

Grandkids are the BEST ! and when they come for a surprise visit, just priceless! Mykai and Macie and my daughter Manda surprised us with a visit recently. The doors swung open, both ran out, into Nano's arms! Both said, "Nano, we missed you so much!" talk about music to my ears! Such a joy to have them in my arms. I don't get to spend as much time with MnM as I do with Jett, so when I do get to see them, it's like a holiday!

Point2Ponder: Why is it the best things in life are the unexpected surprise visits from loved ones? They make your day, remind you of the important things in life and provide unexpected joy to your heart! Maybe YOU should be that surprise visit for a loved one? I know that they would love to see you!

Macie asked me to buckle her in. I leaned in to buckle her up, and she smiled big and said,"You smell gooood! Mama, Nano smells goooood!!" Manda and I both laughed. Thank you Usher cologne, the first batch, for this unsolicited fashion report from our 3yr old roving fashionista MacieGirl! and just think, being that close, she could have said something just the opposite! LOL!

So home isn't a building, it's a collection of hearts, lives, memories and emotions all tied in a select community uniquely designed by God. You can't choose family or home in your heart..it's preset!

Just remember...no matter how far we travel, no matter what we see, we always want to call home and send postcards to share our travels--with them! Be it ever so humble...you know....no place like home!

Family-Gotta Love 'em--Hey, They love you!

Why is it that Family is the group of people you call first when you need money, need someone to pick you up or need to know it's gonna be okay, but...you dread seeing them at holidays, you brace yourself for their visit BECAUSE you never know...what they will say or do!

Point2Ponder: Why do we dread seeing the people who know us best? What is it that makes us ignore their call or text when we jump on anyone else's? Why do we assume they will always be there... until we get the call...and they're gone?

We choose to spend time with our friends, we enjoy the camaraderie with our co-workers, we can't wait to get to an event to share an experience with someone special in our lives, but...that is rarely a family member. And yet, when we have received some bad news, when we need some financial assistance, when we need to be reminded that we can still change the world with our smile... we run to family! We ask them to revalidate us, to remind us of who we are and to reconcile our problems with the answers we need to hear...and once we are better...we go back to the friends, taking the family for granted!

Ask yourself when's the last time you put off a friend to do something with a family member, instead of the other way around. Then remind yourself of the last time you called a family member just to say, let's get together for a picnic, a movie, dinner or...just to hang out.

Why do we assume...family will always be one call away when tragedy hits and one holiday away when we think of a visit?
Why is it so easy...to take family for granted?

Family knows the worst of you and still loves you; most 'friends' would turn away if they knew!
Family keeps your secrets from those who may hurt you if they knew-even when you ignore their call!
Family reminds you of who you are, where you came from and how you got there...
Even if your 'friends' would be surprised by your journey.
Family will make you laugh, make you cry and look you straight in the eye--and keep you honest!
You can fool your friends most of the time, but you can fool your family none of the time!

Ask yourself--how many friends would drop whatever they were doing to rescue or support you?
Ask yourself--what if you suddenly lost that favorite aunt or uncle? Would you wish for more time?
Ask yourself--why do they irritate you so much when you know...they are in your heart forever!

And that's the best thing about them...you cannot pull the wool over their eyes. They Know YOU!

Make a decision today...start treating family with the same preference and priority as your friends!
See how that surprises them...and see how it benefits...you!
You can't choose your family, but- they can't choose you either! you're stuck with each other!
Quit running from them...they know all your best hiding places because--they hid there--with you!

Passion is not just a fruit--it's the juice in life!

Passionate people are the go-getters, the sharers, the ones who always have something to say...to anyone and everyone! They are passionate about life: yours, theirs, life in general and in specific.

Point2Ponder: Why is it passionate people always have lust for life and experience new adventures and those void of passion always complain about how difficult life is? Because some are experiencing life and the others are just...commenting from the bleachers!

You can decide to taste the juice of life, the Passion Fruit--it will turn your life upside down, turn you round and round and...make you smile, then laugh, then giggle, then burst into tears, all because...
when you experience joy, it gets into your bones, under your skin and into your head just because your heart...it's beating, you're alive and breathing and...experiencing this passionate life!

Letting go of Hope is the hardest thing; to have no hope at all!

Some relationships just seem to be tenuous and tedious. They are always on the verge of combustion and you're never quite sure where you stand. One comment, one misinterpreted move and BAM! you're banished AGAIN!

No, i am not talking about my Bella....I am talking about our children!

Point2Ponder: When is enough enough? When does a parent get to say...I've had enough, I walk away! You know where to find me if You Ever Want Me Again...I know you know where to find me When You NEED me, but...when do you just reach out to me because...you want me?

Most fathers just accept that..their kids grow up, move out, move away and are only heard from on holidays and birthdays. I am not most fathers.

I really want to have this lifesharing event with my children and grandchildren. It doesn't have to be everyday, but I do want to share my life, have them share theirs...so we are in each other's lives, not just limbs off of a family tree!

I have that with two of my children..even my son will call just to say hello...and, eventhough he wanted to hang up after 10 minutes, he listens to my until 27 minutes, when I finally realize..i've lost him!
He is not a phone person, so the last 17 minutes...quantified love! that means a lot...he knew I needed to talk, so...he let me talk!

One of my daughters lives out of state. We are going through a difficult time in our relationship. Instead of separating and blocking communication, both of us are working hard to keep the lines of communication open...not an easy task when the point of contention is such a bone of contention!!
but, we love each other, and our love for one another is the healing salve to cover the pain and stress caused by the difficult time we are going through. I am thankful that we are able to keep this line of communication open--and I am still praying for a Godly resolution to this situation.

Then there's my other daughter--we have come so far in the last 10 years. The lines of communication are better than they have ever been. We can share family outings together and holidays at each other's homes and occasional text messages and much more infrequent phone calls. I want so much more from her, but I have to accept that this is what she is willing to give and I have to take it or leave it. Of course, I will take it! but, I have to find a way to not feel the pain of rejection every time I text and it is not returned or I leave a voicemail,asking for a callback that is never returned. Just hurts--it's my blog and I can speak my heart, and..the rejection, ignoring me...it really kills me! I want to believe it's not intentional, that she is so busy with her husband, her two kids, her job as a teacher, her church work, that she just doesn't have the time to call or text...I want to believe that until...I hear from her sister and brother that they have talked to her, they have gotten text messages returned, so...not sure what to think?

Sometimes...It is What It Is! Letting go of hope is the hardest thing...most painful moment..to let it slip away and suddenly...have no hope at all!

Happy Parade Day! Everybody loves a Parade--March Forth!

My brother Paul's favorite line is "Happy Parade Day--March Forth!"  He laughs and laughs when he says this and then asks, don't you celebrate Parade Day? the day you march forth! Cut to him still laughing as he states all 3 of his girls call him on march 4th to celebrate Parade Day! To him, this is just slap yourself silly, fall off the chair, pee your pants kind of funny! hmm! maybe...but No, i don't think so.

Point2Ponder: Why is it that a family can share a moment, a funny incident or inside joke, that will still cause them to reconnect to share in the laughter or memory? Because that's what makes a family--that collection of shared memories, shared relationships, shared experiences that binds them.

So, think of a funny family memory...now, after you've stopped smiling, chuckling or laughing your butt off, call a family member who shares this memory and...laugh a little with them while you reminisce and share this moment all over again!! recycled laughter..aww! that's the best kind!

Even a 20 month old can...can make you laugh your butt off!!

We watch movies to laugh, watch TV to laugh, watch YouTube..TO MAKE US LAUGH!
So many people spend so much time trying to make us laugh...it's an industry!
It's also a necessity to life...we need to laugh, we love to laugh, we have to laugh!!

Point2Ponder: Why do we try to create laughter and drum up things to laugh at, when the best spontaneous laughter happens when a 20 month old accidentally pulls the CODE BLUE button at the hospital, causing 15 doctors to run in expecting to resuscitate someone,just to see a little boy go..
DID I DO THAT??? remember Urkel's line?

It's the simple things that bring the best joys....the laughter caused by a little curious boy! Guess he was attracted to the Color Blue? of course he was!!

So next time you want to laugh, just take a little boy to the hospital and..turn him loose! LOL!

Then there is family...the most important thing is family

I am sitting here with my sister-in-law kay, her oldest daughter val, her husband david and my wife bella. My brother Paul is in emergency surgery to repair his first surgery from last week. Bella and I left work as soon as we found out about the emergency surgery, drove 100 miles in an hour and a half... just to be with family! any other occasion, any other time, we would have said, wish we could be there, but...it's a 100 miles away, and we can't get off work!
until there's a family emergency!
i always told my kids...weddings and funerals...you can't make up for missing them...
you gotta be there!

Point2Ponder: Why is it we can't stand our family growing up, but..once grown, we spend the best times of our lives sharing our lives, with...our family?

Take a moment to call a sibling, a favorite aunt or...your parents and reminisce about a memory only you share...and thus...what makes you family!

New Life, New Beginnings, New You!

Spring has sprung! New life is in the air! Birds are singing, flowers are blooming! Joggers are jogging, walkers are walking...everyone is outside their 4 walls-- experiencing the new beginning that comes with Spring! So, why don't you? Why aren't you outside, breathing in the new sense of life!

Point2Ponder: Why is it some people will embrace the newness of Spring, apply this opportunity to start anew, while others continue to hibernate through life, barely experiencing life, mostly just observing others live life while they sit on the sideline! It's all attitude! You decide, front and center or sit on the sidelines...you have a spot waiting for you, with your name on it, in both places--you decide!!

So many people didn't make it to 2011...some of us won't make it to 2012..don't you want to make every minute count?
 IF this is your last year...
don't you want to be able to say...
I lived like I was dying!!!

Not everybody is creative, but I won't apologize that I am!

When you are a certain way, you just assume other people are the same way! I am a very verbal, communicative, articulate, think as a hobby, kind of guy. I know that is not the usual for a guy, but I don't apologize that my mind goes in a million directions, all intersecting at some point and always making sense to me! I get me! I understand how I think and ...I now get that most people don't think like I do, but...I am not diminished by the knowlege that I am unique and possibly, rare!

Point2Ponder: Why do we isolate those who are different than we, assuming that their differences are the bad thing and must be isolated and destroyed instead of seeking to learn and possibly emulate those who are different! Creativity in one world can be concidered strange and odd in another world. It's all a matter of perspective! Those afraid of the different will ostracize and isolate those who are; those who embrace it are often seeking to learn from the different to emulate them and fill a void in their life.

Creativity is the ability to step outside of the box...and build a circle! Never concerned with the fact that everyone else is living inside the box and can't see a circle just waiting to be built!

Hmmmm...be different, embrace your creativity; don't stymie your brilliance, cultivate it!

choochoo trains are the key to success!

Isn't it funny that life is as simple as..playing choochoo with your grandson! You buy the mp3 player, you get the dual dvds for the back of the car, you purchase all of the latest animated videos, and...
the kid wants to play with his choochoo train, and..he wants you to "PLAY NANO,PLAY!"

PONT2PONDER:
Maybe it's a lesson in life-- you think it's the accessories you can provide that make the moment, when all that's needed is...your involvement,your presence and your participation!

Get out of the chair, off the couch and...play Nano, play!

We think they need all those bells and whistles, when all they really need is...

That Train Whistle!! CHOOCHOO!! WHOOOO!

Make A Memory That Will Last A Lifetime!

So many people just meander through life, never participating, always sitting on the sideline. They observe others LIVING life, while they simple settle for WATCHING from the sideline! Wonder Why? Takes too much effort to particpate? Too afraid of being observed or exposed? Too Shy? All of these reasons just keep you from the goal in life..to rack up as many aha moments, the memories that make a lifetime! To have lived a life well! To reflect on your life and go..mann, I loved every minute!

Here's a point2ponder - IF others are living this life, why can't you? You owe it to yourself! Just try something simple..I call it RandomActsOfKindness! Today, at some point, do something nice for someone. It can be as simple as opening the door for someone or...leaving a $5 tip when the bill was only $1.07. Shock value does a long way to making somebody's day!

Try it! The joy you bring to others automatically brings joy to you..there really is a blessing in giving!